okay, maybe it sounds great, but actually it didnt seemed like it all. i dont have much freedom at all, maybe a little, but not alot. i miss those days when i have a maid, and she accompanies me every morning to night. she talks and plays with me, when my parents are not around and it actually made me not that lonely at night. maybe it's just that im young that time, and may think different if i have a maid now, i dont know. but being lonely just sucks.
keeping me alone at home, and not allowing me to go out, just wouldnt help in building my character. damn it.
&still trying to find a happy ending